Today I feel like I’ve overcome something that I never would. I’ve finally let go of something that has been bringing me down for so long, and I feel great. I’ve felt like that my heart can never be fixed. In the past 9 months I’ve had some ups and some very bad downs but now I feel like they’ve lead me here, and they’ve made me stronger than ever. I’ve finally realised, I don’t need anyone by my side, to lean on to get me through the days. I’m strong enough to rely on myself to get me through the shit I’ve been through and the shit I feel. Don’t get me wrong, I’ll still have my down days, we all do, but I finally feel free.
I used to feel like that I had to put makeup on and do my hair so that others will think I’m pretty like the others, but I don’t.
I used to feel like I had to lose weight so that people didn’t frown at me, but I don’t.
I used to feel like I had to dress nice all the time so that I would always look okay in case I saw anybody, but I don’t.
I don’t need to go out of my way to impress people in the street who wouldn’t even know me if they met me a year on. Why did I keep going out of my way to impress the strangers who didn’t go out of their way to impress me? They don’t matter. The people who pass you, looking at your face, don’t know your personality. Its not the looks or the appearance what makes the impression, its your personality. Your kindness, your passion and your uniqueness.
Someone will walk into your life one day and they will make the bad things seem so far away, they’ll make you so happy because they will love you for you and they wont stop fighting to keep you, until its the right thing to do.
Someone will come for me, as they will for you, and they will make me feel unique but not like an outsider.
The people who you love matter. The people who love you matter. YOU MATTER.
Don’t be afraid to be different, its boring.
It feels so good to be free🌹